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[Eng Sub] ELVA 蕭亞軒 - Wrong Person 錯的人

2011-02-05T13:55:00.000-08:00

This song really describe my feeling towards my current relationship...i really HOPE THAT THE ENDING WILL TURN UP TO BE DIFFERENT ...that is all i want...

Me N hIM

2011-02-05T13:32:00.001-08:00

aGain whenever i feel down i will come n write my blog...i like this blog can let me voice up my unhappiness...hehe...=p

haiz...i do not know what happened to me...First time in my Life i really luv A guy so much...i really feel scare ...cos i luv this guy so much that i scare that i will lost him ....i am nt scare been hurt but i scare to lose him....why??? Even most of my frenz & even my sis in law n brother think he is nt the right guy for me...But i juz won't let go ....First time i am following my heart n nt my brain...Unlike my other EX BF...WHY IS IT SO??? First time i am giving my heart to someone ....I REALLY TREASURE HIM...I REALLY LUV HIM....i promise myself nv say BREAK to him again unless i really have NO FEELING for him...

There is a song sang by ELVA HSIAO really describe me but i pray hope that the ending is different from the MV ending....I HOPE THERE IS HAPPY ENDING FOR ME...that is the only thing i can hope for...the lyrics says:

LOVE REALLY IS TOO EASY FOR TOO EASY TO SACRIFICE THEIR OWN DESPERATE AND TOO EASILY SINK FULL OF SCARS...I'M TOO STUPID TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE CLEARLY THE WRONG PERSON AND KNOWS THIS IS NOT FATE BUT I RUSHED INTO IT...I'M TOO STUPID TO KNOW TAT YOU ARE CLEARLY THE WRONG PERSON AND KNOWS THIS IS NOT FATE BUT I BELIEVE SOMEWHAT LIKELY YOU WILL BE THE FATED ONE FOR ME....LOLXX..really describe me....

What should i do???

2010-11-21T23:59:00.000-08:00

haha so long nv blog. Since my last blogged till now, it had been abt 1/2 yr i didn't blogged....i feel that when i am feeling down especially toward r/s then i will start to blog...Perhaps this is the only way for me to vent my anger and let things out. Everytime after blog i will feel much better...Ok let me update u guys wat had happened this few mths.

Firstly, during my sailing i had problem with my Senior onboard ship & i feel that he starts to badmouth me and trying to find trouble for me..but wat to do?nothing in this world is always smooth as long we must know how to take it easy...Am i right???lolxx...I'm trying to comfort myself..haha...

Secondly, i got into a r/s after 1yrs plus of single life ....This guy to me is very SPECIAL ...special in a sense that after Shengei which is the guy that i love the most, he is the 2nd guy that i really deeply in luv with...But i dunno y??? Sometimes i feel that he is abit cold towards me ..ACTUALLY i should say that he CARE his GAME more than Me....i Feel that game is his priority and it is not me...Actually i dun mind him playing game but is like he spend most of his time in game rather with me...perhaps i am jealous of his GAME cos he care for his GAME more than ME....

I feel that i had tried my best in this r/s but i do not get what that i should deserve...haiz may be love n work is different...In work, watever u plant is watever u get...but in luv, it is totally DIFFERENT....Sometimes u dun get watever u plant....May be this is fate bahz...Does our fate ends here???

There is many things that he does that cos me dishearted ...Example our 1st mth anniversary ....He did not do anything at all till i quarrelled with him then he make breakfast for me to compensate me...He promise me something but he didn't do it such as he promise to meet me fri, sat and sun at least 2 days but he didn't do it ...He also say that he wanna go oversea with me this yr after his exam but it seem like he is forgotten abt it...He never talk abt it at all ....disappointment cum DISAPPOINTMENT!!!! After sometimes i feel sianz abt the r/s le...I did told him abt it and after that he did tried but he only did it once and after that it back to his usual self again and everything is like back to the same OLD SHIT again....really feel like giving up....I really reach an extent that i dun even bother to reply his msg or sms him when i wake up.... In the past i will wake up sms him and always reply his msg immediately....But to him when he is in game...He didn't even bother to reply me.... He will only think of me when he is FREE...but to me watever i do, i will think of him....Sometimes i really feel that he juz wan a companion and nt a girlfriend...When he needs me i'm there for him but when i needs him WHERE IS HIM????even i ask him to pei me... he won't ....Who am i to him???

Sianz really feel sianz abt it....i think i had talk enough to him and it seem like nothing had been improve or i should say it did but it is only TEMPORARY bahz...After that it back to the usual way that we are...

There is a chinese song sang by yvonne xu hui xin ...The song name is "XUE HUI"
I really feel what the song written really describe my feeling toward him...The song got one part says "The WORLD that i WANT...U JUZ SIMPLY CAN'T GIVE ME" ya i really think in this way...i tell myself i will give him the last chance this is really the LAST CHANCE....if he really dun do anything abt it THAT IS IT!!!! cos i had already told him last time ...cos i had given him one chance before bec he did something wrong to me.....I LUV HIM so this is really the last chance i give to him as well as giving to myself...if nothing had been done to this r/s i think i should END IT!!! i had tried my best and i had used all my energy in this r/s till i am exhausted n feel tired abt it...REALLY TIRED!!!!i wanna REST!!!

sailing again ARRGH

2009-08-29T11:19:00.001-07:00

hey gers and boys i will be sailing from mon to fri (31th sug - 4 sept) so dun miss me ok???take carez frenz will miss u all..wait till i am back for a catch up...cheers!!!

forget about the past live in the futute

2009-08-29T11:04:00.000-07:00

i truthly believe now that watever is past would never come back...all the way while i am putting hope that one day , ONE DAY that he will come back to me and now i realise that he is gone , GONE , FOREVER GONE ...He is no longer mine, he is holding another person in his arm. The person no longer be me...Wish them blissful ever after...The shadow of him that i am looking for is gone and vanish in the air, the memories will stay with its sweetness but no more i can expect. Happiness seem so far to me and yet it is near i need to change my life perception and move on, keep on moving....Now stepping in a new r/s with someone that care and concern about me i shouldn't do anything to let him down...i think now is the time for me to have a change and for me to give someone another chance to open the long long long old lock inside me to let myself out as well to let me have a chance to experience a change in my life...What will the outcome be???Gd or Bad???myself didn't even have an answer to it. juz let god to decide and arrange my fate. I believe if it is fated it will be together...so does anson and me are the fated one???glueless to me....We shall wait and see the results.....Let the time to prove it....

sailing...

2009-08-16T10:29:00.000-07:00

hey frenz out there for ur info i will be sailing from 17aug to 22aug...so anything pls wait for me till 22 aug to contact me back....pray hard everything go smooth and safe for me..take carez frenz..luv u all deep deep****tata

HARD SO HARD!!!

2009-08-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

WAT THE HELL....TRYING TO ORGANISE A FAMILY GATHERING BUT JUZ FEEL THAT SOMEBODY SIMPLY DUN APPRECIATE. MAKE AN EFFORT TO MAKE RESERVATION FOR MORNI DIM SUM AS BREAKFAST END UP SOME OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS TOLD ME 'NO TIME'', ''NT ENOUGH TIME'' ETC...HAIZ!!!MAN ARE REALLY HARD TO PLEASE.....

what the hell???

2009-07-31T21:36:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!man are hard to please and hard to understand. Dun really know what they want and their thinking. Sometimes really dun understand....BTW i really worried abt my frenz ard me...as we grow older, we start to be more complex, hard to understand and hidden agenda...oops it doesn't apply to all...haha...

MJ GONE!!!

2009-07-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

Simply luv michael jackson this song after he passed away...Sad to say another brillant singer cum dancer is gone....May him rest in peace ....
the song lyrics:

You Are Not Alone lyrics
Another day has goneI'm still all alone
How could this beYou're not here with me
You never said goodbyeSomeone tell me why
Did you have to goAnd leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myselfHow did love slip away???
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not aloneFor I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apartYou're always in my heart
But you are not alone'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'loneJust the other nightI thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayersYour burdens I will bear
But first I need your handThen forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not aloneFor I am here with you
Though you're far awayI am here to stay
For you are not aloneFor I am here with you
Though we're far apartYou're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be thereI'll be there
You are not aloneFor I am here with you
Though you're far awayI am here to stay
For you are not aloneFor I am here with you
Though we're far apartYou're always in my heart
For you are not aloneFor I am here with you
Though you're far awayI am here to stay
For you are not aloneFor I am here with you
Though we're far apartYou're always in my heart
For you are not alone...

My luv is gone forever....

2009-07-04T06:49:00.000-07:00

忘记分开后的第几天起?喜欢一个人看下大雨,没联络,孤单就像连锁反应...
想要快乐都没力气.雷雨世界像场灾难电影让现在的我可怜到底...
对不起谁也没有时光机器,已经结束的没有商量的余地.
ShengXX我希望你是我独家的记忆.摆在心底不管别人说的多么难听,现在我拥有的事情是你是给我一半的爱情...我喜欢你,你是我独家的记忆谁也不行从我这个身体中拿走你...
在我感情的封锁区有关于你绝口不提,绝口不提!!!!!
雷雨世界像场灾难电影让现在的我可怜到底,有关于你绝口不提,在我感情的封锁区有关于你
没限期........FOREVER

Sorry i guess i am juz emo emo emo right now...HAHAHAHA!!!!

sailing sailing n sailing...

2009-05-27T06:00:00.000-07:00

lots of sailing for me nowadays so tired n nt enough slp for me this piggy...lolzzz....always sailed to South China Sea n Horsburgh Lighthouse. sailing is nt as easy as i think NT ENOUGH SLEEP NOT ENOUGH REST & NT ENOUGH TIME FOR U TO DO UR STUFF....sailing, duty, pms (pms=is maintenance), pre-sea check....so many more so sianz....i need HELP , HELP, HELP!!!!

=====>Horsburgh Lighthouse

funny colleague

2009-05-17T00:36:00.000-07:00

Recently my funny colleague asked me a funny qns. Who is in my top 10% handsome among our colleagues in my list?How should i answer him. Me , myself dun even really think of it. Since he is asking me i take quite sometime to think abt it...haiz waste of my time...But at the process of thinking i am enjoying. Guess i am CRAZY..haha...finally the top 5% list is out but nt the top 10%. Eventually i dun like to judge a book by its cover so what if they have the looks but no brain, evil and selfish...I prefer those ppl which are quiet n humble......lolzzzz

2009-05-08T05:10:00.000-07:00

same as the sunset before but you still remain silent
just hold me tight and let go when time is over
better u use ten thousand reason than silent why you love me but still step backward
what you're afraid of?
what you're wanted now?
when i stand behind you,
i feel pain even just breathing
i must believe that you love me
must believe you're brave.
i scare the time is too cruel and can't let me wait....

i will be waiting for u but TIME IS JUZ TOO CRUEL
to let me wait...

my job

2009-05-08T04:52:00.001-07:00

haiz...recently did alot mistakes in my job..sad to say i realised i did a few mistakes which can cause major defects in the system....i really dun know wat happened to me....i feel abit useless as i feel tat i am abit retarded...YYYYyyyy?????....My colleagues in my dept afew are very nice n gd to me but a few of them i feel there is a distance between us...Am i thinking too much???

My ship having 3rd yrs ship anniversary we all celebrate on the ship and have a fun night. My senior which is a ger drank up to 20+cans of beer cum wine as for me i drank abt >18 cans of beers cum wine that night all of us are enjoying some even dance and strip sooo supppeeerrr HOT!!!

UPDATES...

2009-05-01T06:46:00.000-07:00

lol so long nv write my blog due to my busy schedule onboard the ship. recently, juz managed to clear my ff(fire fighting) and my medical course in navy.soon will be able to perform duty as a duty tech. NO LONGER NEED TO UNDERSTUDY...HURAY...lolzzzz

FORGET HIM???....
still will think of him whenever i am alone or nothing to do. as long i rest my brain, my mind, i will starts thinking of him...wat had happened to me???sometimes i will wonder??if i tell him that after so many yrs i still can't forget abt him...will he still give me one last chance???i bet he will...cos he is already had a very bad experience with me and won't wanna to experience it AGAIN...
sometimes, i will keeps telling myself..STOP STOP STOP!!!thinking of him...i will go for running or doing some exercise making myself tired in order nt to think of him...it works but only at tat moment after awhile my brain will starts thinking abt him.I HATE THIS FEELING...it is terrible...may be i am super emo now,,,,i really dunno wat had happened to me.???can anyone tell me???seriously, after break off with him and after a few relationship my mind still can't get him out.i think i really love him deep inside my heart. Despite, he won't and can't luv me anymore but i believe i will still luv him and will always wish him all the best in watever he do especially in his studies. I believe he can achieve something big in future. i rmb there is a words saying that "if u luv someone, is to let him or her go...give them the freedom"!!!!i am trying very hard to let him go , let him get out from my mind n heart...i am trying very HARD..REALLY TRYING VERY HARD!!!

好准~从发短信习惯看你的致命弱点...

2009-05-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

回答问题:
1.你有没有尝试过自己编辑一些搞笑或煽情的短信？　　　　　
有过——2　　　　没有——3
　　　
2.当你收到朋友发来的搞笑短信时，通常会？　　　　　
一笑置之——4　　　　　感到很无聊——5　
如果确实很有意思，会转发给其他朋友——3　　
　
3.你对发短信表白的方式怎么看？　　　　　
比起当面表白可能带来的尴尬，这样子更加含蓄、浪漫一些——6　　　　　
这是缺乏勇气的表现——4　　　

4.发短信时经常会用到语气词，你通常会使用哪个字来表示肯定的意味呢？　　　　　
嗯或啊——6　　　　　哦或噢——5　　　

5.在临睡前发发短信，你比较习惯哪种方式？　　　　　
发完短信再上床睡觉——7　　　　　躺在床上发短信——6　　　

6.晚上和朋友发短信聊天，总会记得道一声晚安或类似的结束语吗？　　　　　
是的——8　　　　　不是，常常发着发着短信就睡着——7　　　

7.你常常会忘记删除，使得信箱里充满了短信吗？　　　　
是的——8　　　　　
不是，我会记得定期删除一些没有用的短信——9　　　

8.你发短信时通常？　　　　　
一只手同时抓着手机和按键——9　　　　　
一只手扶着手机，另一只手按键——11　　　　　
两手同时抓着手机和按键——10　　　

9.你感到很无聊时，比较偏好于用哪种方式向朋友或恋人倾诉？　　　　　
打电话 ——10　　　　　发短信——11　　　

10.你是不是常常发短信发到一半就感到很不耐烦，转而打电话呢？　　　　　
是的——12　　　　　这种情况很少出现——13　　　

11.如果有不认识的人发短信向你表白，你会？　　　　　
打电话回去询问对方是谁——12　　　　　
发短信询问——14　　　　　
什么也不问，先和对方聊聊再说——13　　　

12.收到明显是发错了而且绝无恶意的短信时，你会？　　　　　
置之不理—— A　　　　　会好心回复提醒一下——14　　　

13.你的短信铃声是？　　　　　
手机自带的——12　　　　　
自己设置的或喜欢的铃声—— B
　　　
14.你没事的时候喜欢翻看自己以前发过或收到的的短信吗？　　　　　
是的—— C　　　　　不是—— D　　　　

A.致命弱点--坏脾气２００９牛年开运流年命书　
　
你的脾气真的是很冲，而且从来不知道加以掩饰。你心情好的时候，看人就会格外顺眼，而且对人是出奇的好。要是你心情不爽，就会把一张脸耷拉到老长，而且在你的四周会散发出一股阴冷之气。这还好呢，要是赶上你心情极差时触怒了你，你可一定会不分场合的发作一番。这样很容易得罪人的！虽然你只是性子直了点，并没有坏心，但是碰到心胸狭窄的人，很可能会怀恨在心，背后捅你一刀的。要明白，这世界不是围绕着你一个人转的，也要懂得站在别人的角度想一想。再说，"己所不欲，勿施于人你真的做到吗？　　

B. 致命弱点--失去的情感经典算命－八字终身运程详批　　

与其说你对待感情太过执着，倒不如说你是有点执迷不悟。你从来不肯主动地放弃，虽然理智上你明白感情已不再，但是在情感上，就是不肯承认这个现实，非要钻牛角尖不可。你也许会很长一段时间都独自沉浸在失恋的痛苦中，也许会把痛苦转为疯狂的报复行为。你一旦爱上一个人，他（她）就会成为你的全部，你会甘心情愿为对方付出一切，当然，也会不惜伤害自己和他人。其实，爱情并不是人生的全部，当爱已不在，能够潇洒的放手，放过别人的同时，最重要的是也放自己一条生路，毕竟，我们应该为自己而活，不是吗？　　

C.致命弱点--优柔寡断经典算命－紫微综合运势详批　　

你做事情欠缺果断，总是会瞻前顾后，即使是一件并不太大的事，你也要在事前仔细的思量，设想到各种可能性，再联系经验、理论 …好好地斟酌一番，到了这一步，你竟然还没有拿定主意。虽说要三思而后行，但是像你这样五思、六思都过了，可就不是谨慎，而是优柔寡断了。这样下去，再好的机会也要与你擦肩而过了。其实，你对自己还是蛮有信心的，但是，究其根源，你并不清楚的知道自己要的是什么，也不知道该如何把握你的未来。趁着还年轻，赶紧好好的为将来打算一下吧，否则，可是很容易被人牵着鼻子走。　　

D.致命弱点 --半途而废经典算命－八字综合运势详批　　

现在，不妨思量一下，你的人生到现在为止，有几件事真正做到了善始善终，是不是屈指可数呢？你的脑袋够聪明，也有足够的热情，但可惜，只是三分钟热度。你的性格很善变，常常是事情进行不到一半，就觉得索然无味，而且又很任性，不喜欢了，想都不想就放弃。对人也是如此，刚开始还很要好的朋友，过不了多久，就会厌倦对方，到最后只能形同陌路。不信的话，看看身边的朋友，有几个是相交多年的呢？喜新厌旧是本性的东西，很难改变，但是，自己做下的事，就要勇于承担。坚持到底也是一种责任心的体现，一个没有责任心的人，最终恐怕会一事无成的噢

simply luv this song

2009-05-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

歌曲：我还想她
歌手：林俊杰专辑：jj陆
泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

***请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话

***别告诉她我还想她恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默代替所有回答
music...
我不爱我不痛我不懂我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

***请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话

***别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

***别告诉她我还想她就让沉默代替所有回答☆end

水瓶座终极完美分析

2009-03-25T01:34:00.000-07:00

水瓶座
终极完美分析几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。

一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。

水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。

水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。感情投入的越多越是伤的重。最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。所以，不轻易说。只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”

有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。

星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生

《一言难尽》

2009-03-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

歌曲：一言难尽
歌手：张宇
专辑：男人的好新歌+精选
词：十一郎编曲：涂惠元

你给我一场戏
你看着我入迷
被你从心里剥落的感情痛得不知怎么舍去
不要这场记忆不要问我结局
心底的酸楚和脸上的笑容早就合而为一
迟迟不能相信这感觉象自己和自己分离
而信誓旦旦的爱情在哪里
***我一言难尽忍不住伤心
衡量不出爱与不爱这之间的距离
你说你的心
不再温热如昔从哪里开始从哪里失去***

隐隐约约中明白你的决定
不敢勉强你
只好为难自己
<<我为难我自己.....>>

Simply love this song which describe my feeling for this special someone and i dun think he know that i am talking about him this song describe my feeling for him its state that 不敢勉强你
只好为难自己
<<我为难我自己.....>>
cos i dun wanna to force u cos i love u simply too much, eventually i am hurting myself juz nt to let u know how much i love u....

PROMOTION!!!

2009-03-13T21:23:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone there will be EXCITING Warehouse Sale!!!Pamper ourself or loved ones with fabulous Lifestyle Apparels, Bags, Shoes and Wallets at GREAT DISCOUNTS brands like Adidas, Nike, Puma, Marie Claire, Esprit, Charles & Keith, Hugo Boss and other branded watches, pants, inner garment, socks etc.....enjoy these GREAT DEALS.Take note on the location. If you are driving, please park at the nearest HDB blocks ( blk 49-52 ) which is about 20 metres from our building or park at the multi storey car park at the end of Chang Charn Road the address is,

LINK MILLENNIUM PTE LTD
@ LINK (THM) BUILDING
8 CHANG CHARN ROAD. (NEAR TOYOTA SHOWROOM @ redhill)
***if i am nt wrong, u may also wish to take bus 63 from tiong bahru plaza bus stop***(approx 10-15mins will reach the destination)
do take note the operating time is 9am-6pm if i am nt wrong oh ya the sales start from 13 march-15march...

finally finished the WOSR SEMINAR

2009-03-04T06:30:00.000-08:00

YEAH!!!FINALLY....i had finished my wosr seminar of 2009...After 19 rehearsal and after so many days of hardwork and the few mths preparation...Finally it ended and put a beautiful full-stop on 4th march 2009...I am pleased and feel pleasure to be one of the presenters. On the seminar itself the chief of navy gave a speech regarding the new scheme which will be inplemented in the near by future. There will be a new 3wo rank introduce and there is opportunities for us to further studies as well as promoted to MEO(mechanical engineering officer) for ENS vocation without been converted to officer. I strongly believe it will benefits us as we do not need to waste the time for conversion as long we prove to them we are the expertise as well as we have the ability to carry high responsibility. We would be able to be MEO one day...I think this will be my moltivation in the near by future...LOL

BUSY BUSY BUSY...

2009-02-18T01:16:00.001-08:00

haiz SUPER BUSY nowadays due to the nature of my job. In navy the worse part is the OJT (on job training) phase. U need to work & work...I am so lucky that i have been posted to this frigate called SUPREME 73 which require me to sail every week because we are the new ship which just Commission alot of test we need to undergo so right now i got to suffer this hardship. Everyday from mon to fri i need to start work from 730am to night time 9pm plus till i passed my FFDC assessment....FFDC=FIRE FIGHTING & DAMAGE CONTROL FOR SHIP...HAIZ FRENZ PLS PARDON ME IF I DUN HAVE THE TIME TO ACCOMPANY U OR EVEN WISH U HAPPY B'DAY NOT THAT I FORGET IT IS JUZ TAT I AM SO BUSY THAT I DUN HAVE THE TIME TO EVEN MAKE A CALL AS MY WORK PLACE HAVE NO RECEPTION UNLESS I'M AT THE TOP DECK OF THE SHIP. UNFORTUNATELY MY WORK PLACE IS AT THE MIDDLE DECK OR BOTTOM OF THE SHIP WHICH MEAN THERE IS NO RECEPTION AT ALL...PLS FORGIVE ME!!ANYTHING CALL ME ON WEEKENDS OR SMS ME (sms is the best once there is reception, i received the sms i will call u back if it is URGENT)sorry frenz give me & endure with me this 2mths everything will back to NORMAL....thanks & luv u all deep deep....

yes!!!FINALLY...

2009-02-07T05:58:00.000-08:00

lol finally i been promoted to 3SG juz a day before my b'day 30th jan 2009...i am so glad that within such a sort period without attending the OJT yet i am been promoted to 3SG...thks god manz...getting a 3SG mean that i have more responsibility..haiz wat to do who ask me is 3SG & getting the 3SG pay(LOL!!!=P)...BTW I AM going for OJT (ON JOB TRAINING) will be very BUSY i apologise to frenz out there as i am nt free to entertain u all since the beginning of march. I will have lots n lots of sailing throughout till may.oh ya...my wose seminar postponed to feb 17 damn it!!! i need to come back to imos for rehearsal so sianz but wat to do this is part of my job....

OH MY DEAR FRENZ i will be a SUPER BUSY woman when i am onboard so pls pardon me if i dun meet u all...pls be understanding..thks...love u gers & guys....

IPPT IS COMING....I WANNA TO KEEP FIT & I AM STARTING TO TRAIN MYSELF UP!!!!INTERESTED PARTIES WHO WISH TO TRAIN WITH ME KINDLY GIVE ME A CALL..THX!!!

OMG..MY birthday!!!

2009-01-31T06:47:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!I CAN'T BELIEVE that first time in my life received so many b'day cards by my frenz & colleagues..thks gers really appreciated that and i am so touched...This yr the harvest for me is gd cos i received alot of gift..HAHA...unexpected that this yr able to received so much gift despite nt my 21yrs old b'day..OOPS I AM ALWAYS 21...=) wANNA to special thks to the following ppl who make an effort to celebrate my b'day with me @ sakura orchard last wed. I had my stomach burst due to u all..haha...

SPECIAL thks to for celebrating my b'day @sakura
sock may & her BF wen zhong
rebecca
shiyun

also wish to thks the following ppl which sent me b'day wishes
jeffrey
bartholomew
wenda
shirlene
meijun
cheryl
chin yun
shumei
qilin
weiliang
yy
jerhui
kexin
weiwen
shiyun
Sir LOH
Master Chester Tan
victor
audrey
andy
yihui
Rebecca
AH YA

DIDI

thks for the gift
kaye
meijun
jerhui
yy
quanyu
cheryl
rosaline
audrey
qilin
weiliang
shiyun
kexin
ah wee & wendy
rebecca
shumei
sockmay

REALLY THANKS FOR THE GIFT GERS N BOYS LUV U ALL DEEP DEEP!!!=P

Zodiac for 2009

2009-01-26T06:21:00.000-08:00

Wish everyone a HAPPY CNY...

鼠 Rat Born in: 1924 1936 1948 1960 1972 1984 1996 2008
Personality
The Rat is charming and humourous, honest and meticulous. Although they can give good advice, they cannot necessarily decide for themselves. May be power hungry, petty or greedy, Bright, sociable and highly ambitious. A true opportunist to reach the target. Passionate and good to her lover. Yet likes to gamble and spend lavishly. The charm of the Rat personality is as universally known and loved as the Walt Disney character, Mickey Mouse. He could be forthright and honest but in such a disarming manner that you find yourself at a disadvantage. Remarkably easy to get along with, hard working and thrifty, he will be generous only to those he is inordinately fond of, so if you get an expensive gift from him, you should certainly rate yourself high in his esteem. However, in spite of his penny-pinching ways, he will never be found wanting for admirers as he emits such fantastic appeal.

The Rat likes: bargains, Negotiation, Winning, Trust and Gambling. The Rat dislike: Boredom, Timetable, Poverty, Loneliness and Reprimands. Compatible Animals: Dragon, Monkey, Ox

Your Luck In Year 2009

Overall Forecast
The earlier phase of the 2009 is relatively a favourable one for you, especially in relation to wealth matters. Even though illness and sexual stars are present, lucky stars shine collectively to aid those who are brave enough to make proper and committed changes. Thus, where one seize opportunity to develop oneself , this year will be one where you can invest in properties and gain reputation/fame. Manage your finance prudently. Guard against vile persons. Watch your health. Caution against dangers. Have more tolerance and be more affectionate with regard to love affairs.

Career
A favourable year for you to be entrepreneur, to invest, where things will have a good turnout. Be on guard against vile persons. Avoid gossip circle, do not be too trusty, and rationally discern the words of others. Those who born in the year 1948 and 1960 can have great achievements for this year. Whereas a person born in 1972 can grow exceptionally well due to romance and can also fail miserably due to romance too. The 3rd month is a good time to grab opportunities.

Love
You enjoy a sizzling and affectionate year. Sparks with the opposite gender appear readily, especially for those born in 1972. Seize opportunity when there is any. Married couples have to build up mutual trust and strong affections for each other. Moral discipline have to be upheld nevertheless.

Wealth
Wealth luck is terrific. Joyous star is present to bring much joy, investment gains and wealth both from the proper income and lottery winnings. Opportunity may arise to purchase properties or to move house too. But you have to conserve for raining days. Avoid dark lanes. Secure your valuables well.

Health
Illness star is lucking by to cause you harm. Do not over consume alcohol and cigarettes. Caution on matters regarding blood pressure and the intestines. Take extra care when reaching for stuff stashed high or when on traffic. Hectic social networking tires you.

牛Ox Born in: 1925 1937 1949 1961 1973 1985 1997
Personality
Intelligent and self-confident. Patient and methodical, helpful and hardworking. Although they might appear rigid and slow, a kind and active mind is beneath. A Natural born under works systematically, the Ox is responsible for family and believes in authority but is sometimes too stubborn and traditional.

The Ox or the Buffalo sign symbolizes prosperity through fortitude and hard work. A person born during this year will be dependable, calm and methodical. A patient and tireless worker, he sticks to routine and conventions. Although he is generally fair-minded and a good listener, it is difficult to make him change his views as he is stubborn and often has strong prejudices. Still, because of his steady and trustworthy character, the Ox person will be entrusted with positions of authority and responsibility. He will not fall short where duty calls. As a matter of fact, he should be careful not to get carried away.

The Ox likes: Tradition, Appreciation, Organisation, Sobriety and Routine
The Ox dislike: Gimmicks, Parties, Gossip, Laziness and Being Teased
Compatible Animals: Rat, Snake, Rooster

Your Luck In Year 2009

Overall Forecast
A year of offending Tai Sui. Thus, there are major upheavals. Be more vigilant and firm with regards to every undertaking. Be more discerning when making friends. You are constantly burdened by minor issues at hand. Evil star surfaces to cause you great loss of wealth, and bloodshed. You are at the pit of your luck. Fortunately, there is a lucky star present to help you to resolve some of the troubles. Regardless of the problems, this appeared to be a relatively better year than the previous. If you firmly walk the path, creative and resolving stars will aid you in your career and work luck.

Career
Danger stars loom about causing you hard to breath. Fortunately, lucky stars are present to lend support. Gradually develop your fundamentals to progress further at a good pace, and all will be well. Do not place too much spending and more rational savings technique. Those born in 1937 can be in deep trouble if they invest wrongly. 1949 and 1961 persons should be careful in making acquaintances.

Love
Neutral romance luck level with no major breakthrough. Your shyness, introvert attitude and major mood swings will be detrimental to your relationship with family members, friends and colleagues. Have tolerance, and control your emotional charges. But there is still opportunity to meet your dream love too.

Wealth
If you can rationally analyse and make wise decisions in relation to investments, undertakings, there will be a good turnout for your wealth luck and there is properties gain too. Proper income luck is stable whereas lottery luck fluctuates greatly. Accumulate your wealth and do not act as guarantors. Discern carefully as to who are your true aid or to place trust upon.

Health
A year of exceptional need to be caution in every way. Cuts, injuries, and accidents happened easily than usual. You should pray to Tai Sui at the year start. DO not neglect pains to the heart and head. Take more rest and seek appropriate treatment at a timely basis.

虎Tiger Born in: 1926 1938 1950 1962 1974 1986 1998
Personality
Courageous, active, and self-assured, a natural leader, passionate and independent. Possibly restless especially if born at night. Rebellious and dynamic. A warrior and center of attention. Quick tempered but considerate. Affectionate but careless. A roaring success awaits the Tiger.
In the East, the Tiger symbolizes power, passion and daring. A rebellious, colorful and unpredictable character, he commands awe and respect from all quarters. This fearless and fiery fighter is revered as the sign that wards off the three main disasters of a household: fire, thieves and ghosts. The Tiger is a fortunate person to have around provided you are prepared for all the activity that comes along with his dynamic personality. The impulsiveness and vivacity of the Tiger person are contagious. His vigor and love of life are stimulating. He will arouse every sort of emotion in people except indifference. In short, the captivating tiger loves being the center of attention.

The Tiger likes: Changes, New experiences, Flattery, Surprises, Quality and Parties.
The Tiger dislikes: Boredom, Criticism, Ignorance, Responsibility, Laws and Slowness.

Compatible Animals: Pig, Horse, Dog

Your Luck In Year 2009
Overall Forecast
There are favourable signs to be seen. Wealth and health luck is promising. All undertakings are going as anticipated. Those born in 1950 and 1974 have to deal with matters firmly and sincerely, so that noble help will reach you. There is also possible joyous news at home. Documents may contain deceiving plots out to cause you losses. Alcohol and lust during social networking will ruin you. Caution of muggers. Discern as to who are your real mentor and who are out to harm you. Multi facet investments are beneficial. Avoid speculative and risky activities. Take good care of your health and keep valuables out of sight.

Career
Auspicious stars shine high. Starting a business or expanding one, will be successful. Discern properly as to who are true to you at work. Exhibit your forte and be responsible to your duties. Also, leverage on eminent aid and you will eventually excel among others. Control your temper and give way to others readily. Do not be a guarantor in any ways.

Love
Youth are easily acquainted with friends of the opposite gender, and subsequently fall deeply in love. This will affect the academic performance, so focus on your studies at hand, affection later. Couples are blissfully engage in their love affairs with hope of tying the knot soon. Those married should keep their hands in their pockets and steer clear of temptations.

Wealth
Proper income luck flows in continuously. Career progression is smooth, with a fruitful harvest. There is also hope lottery luck, but do not have a moment of greed. Save more, spend less, do not lend to others. Keep your valuables out of sight. Avoid adhering to investment tips. They are not sound and will cause losses.

Health
Health luck is smooth and steady. A steadily path of career progression carries with it hectic networking nights. Take your mind off the workload and nights of incessant networking. Control your drinking and smoking too. Keep an eye on your liver health and blood pressure related problems. Do adequate exercises and avoid visiting patients

兔Rabbit Born in: 1927 1939 1951 1963 1975 1987 1999
Personality
Peace loving, impeccable manners in the pursuit of a good life, intelligent in business with creative mind but sometimes moody and indifferent.
A person born in the year of the Rabbit possesses one of the most fortunate of the twelve animal signs. The Rabbit, or Hare as he is referred to in Chinese mythology, is the emblem of longevity and is said to derive his essence from the Moon. The rabbit symbolizes graciousness, good manners, sound counsel, kindness and sensitivity to beauty. His soft speech and graceful nimble ways embody all the desirable traits of a successful diplomat or seasoned politician. Likewise, a person born under this sign will lead a tranquil life, enjoying peace, quiet and congenial environment. He is reserved and artistic and possesses good judgment. His thoroughness will also make him a good scholar. He will shine in the fields of law, politics and government.

The Rabbit likes: The arts, Comfort, Secrets, Riddles and Intrigue.
The Rabbit dislike: Decisions, Violence, Criticism, Untidiness and Dirtiness.
Compatible Animals: Goat, Dog, Pig Your Luck In Year 2009

Overall Forecast
Luck this year fluctuates wildly. Visibly clear good luck hides some air of danger and misspells underneath. Perhaps a better option will be to store your energy for a better comeback. Use this time to plan and feel around for the right to strike. Fortunately, resolving stars are around to bring light amid the darkness of danger. Apparently not a good year to be aggressive in all aspects. Set your expectations lower for the year and enrich yourself further. Health issue will be of major setback to you, so take heed. Greed in investment matters will also fail you. Proper finance management will be helpful indeed.

Career
You are advised to be more conservative when it comes to your career path. Entrepreneurship will only lead to fruitless ventures. Working adults should guard against your colleague who might be a wolf in sheep skin. Nevertheless, keep to your own fences and all will be well. Those born in 1963 and 1975 will have lots of fresh opportunities to begin with.

Love
Mood and emotional discharges are very unstable. You feel left out, and lonely. Do attempt to correct your twisted perception of your partner and others around you. They do show care for you just that your temperamental behaviour causes them confusion and misinterpretation of your intentions. Trust, care and communication are keys to a fruitful relationship.

Wealth
Proper income is stable. Control your spending and crisis will not occur. Do not greed of ill-gotten wealth as you will face lawsuits and inevitably, causes you great pain and suffering. In addition, you will do yourself a favour by not borrowing or acting as guarantor. Leave lottery luck to affinity. Reduce amount of unnecessary investments especially risky ones.

Health
Caution of health and accidents. Fatigue and overdrive cause you to have unstable emotions and mental states. Be careful when you are driving or on a boat trip, especially water danger. Chronic ailments of the elderly may surface again. Partake healthier food.

龙Dragon Born in: 1928 1940 1952 1964 1976 1988 2000
Personality
Magical, shrewd, intuitive, artistic and very lucky. Alternately, can be stubborn, irritable and impulsive. Can also be rather worldly and hard to get close to. Full of vitality, self assured, bright and master of success. Somewhat proud and quick-tempered, the Dragon personality is always attractive. The mighty and magnificent Dragon of mythical folklore never ceases to enchant or stir the imagination. The Dragon person is magnanimous and full of vitality and strength. To him life is a blaze of colors and he is constantly on the go. Egotistical, eccentric, dogmatic, whimsical or terribly demanding and unreasonable, he is still never without a band of admirers. Proud, aristocratic and very direct, the Dragon-born establishes his ideals early in life and demands the same high standards and perfection from others that he has for himself. The powerful Dragon is difficult to contest, at times even impossible. He tends to intimidate those who dare challenge him. An angry, spurned Dragon could be like the big bad wolf at your door. He'll huff and he'll puff until he blows your house down. In spite of his volcano of emotions, the Dragon cannot be said to be sentimental, sensitive or very romantic. He takes love and adulation for granted: they are his just due. But while he maybe stubborn, irrational and overbearing when irked, the Dragon can forgive you the moment he gets over his outbursts. And since things are supposed to work both ways, he expects your forgiveness for his errors, too.

The Dragon likes: Festivals, Control, Wealth, Comfort, Concerts, Antique and Decadence.
The Dragon dislikes: Boredom, Cold, Dullness, Hunger, Hypocrisy and Quietness.
Compatible Animals: Rat, Monkey, Rooster

Your Luck In Year 2009 Overall Forecast
You are happily accompanied by many auspicious stars beside the little disturbance caused by some danger stars. Most undertakings are successful than normal. Eminent aid is the key factor to the smooth results in your career and or career change. Dragon are really suited to make good overseas. So long as you are mindful of your words and actions, you should be doing fine. Take good care of your eyes and also that of personal hygiene. Have adequate rest too. There are many joyous news this year. Couples are affectionate and blissful. There’s possible offspring luck.

Career
You undergo an extraordinary smooth sailing luck for the year. Extremely favourable to roll out any plans, be entrepreneur, or to change jobs. There are chances to make it big overseas. Besides the congregation of lucky stars, noble stars are strong in their aid. Do not be hasty; be modest and morally disciplined. Do not get tempted by lust or get into conflict.

Love
There are impediments in the romance luck all because of interference made by vile persons. Caution against deceitful words which can cause conflicts with someone you care. Maintain this relationship carefully with affection, trust and communication. There is offspring luck. Show more care to your pregnant spouse.

Wealth
Wealth luck is superb, which is beneficial to both income and windfall luck. But do not be greedy. Business dealings are smooth. But you have to be wary of sexual traps, as it may cause you loss of wealth and reputation. Preserve your wealth if possible such as purchasing properties.

Health
It is pretty alright with regards to your health. But hectic social networking sessions cause you to overload with alcohol and cigarettes. This is harmful to your health. Take good care of your digestive systems. Have preventive measures against the flu. Build up your constitution and take a wholesome diet.

蛇Snake Born in: 1929 1941 1953 1965 1977 1989 2001
Personality
Philosophical, wise, calm and understanding, though often fickle or self-indulgent. Elegant to the point of being ostentatious. Can behave selfishly if crossed. A Snake lady is also charming in personality and elegant in dress. She is receptive and a deep thinker and likes to judge by intuition. She is fortunate in wealth through her life. Philosopher, theologian, political wizard, wily financier - the Snake person is the deepest thinker and enigma of the Chinese cycle. He is endowed with an inborn wisdom of his very own; a mystic in his own right. Graceful and soft-spoken, he loves good books, food, music, the theater; he will gravitate toward all the finer things in life. The most beautiful women and powerful men tend to be born under this sign. So if you are one of the Snake people, you are in good company. A person of this sign generally relies on his own judgment and does not communicate well with others. He can deeply religious or psychic, or on the other hand, totally hedonistic. Either way, he trusts his own vibrations rather than outside advice. More often than not...he will be right.

The Snake likes: Mystery, Books, Extravagance, Warmth, Organising, Pets and Good Food
The Snake dislike: Surprises, Cold, Lending Money, Crowds, Vulgarity, Noise and Discomfort. Compatible Animals: Monkey, Ox, Rooster

Your Luck In Year 2009
Overall Forecast
You face an onslaught of danger stars. Even with the presence of lucky stars, you have to have faith and do more deeds. Never brave the frontline. Shun all mess and gossips. Treat others nicely but treat yourself with the utmost discipline. Develop your moral and spiritual self better. Do not involve in any investments. Students are able to think brightly and do well in their exams if they are diligent and modest to learn more from their tutors. Attempt to improve your relation with others to aid you in your career. Spend your money wisely.

Career
A tough and rugged path this year for you. Most endeavours sprout troubles and hindrances. Be strict to the matter at hand but magnanimous to people. Also do not try to take charge as it may not be within your means. There are lots of gossips in the business arena and work place. Think thrice when handling documents and signing contracts. Students are able to excel well. Female Snakes do control your temper.

Love
A frequent winner in the love arena. However, you will meet the romance setback this year. Married couples should communicate and show more care for each other. Doing so will create a very blissful and loving marriage. Couples should be sincere and wedding bells will be heard ringing. Singles should proactively seek for their true and claim victory fast.

Wealth
Wealth luck fluctuates greatly. Not a good time to invest heavily. Regular income is stable, so moderate spending is fine. Do not place any hope on lottery. Those born on the 4th Lunar month will encounter great harvest this year, so be ready to net in your successes.
Health
There is possible accidents and bloodshed, so handle sharp objects carefully. If you have any illness, seek treatment immediately. You are also advised to donate blood to reduce your bad luck. Elderly has to be careful of slippery grounds and heart ailments. Youngsters have to avoid dangerous game and activities.

馬Horse Born in: 1930 1942 1954 1966 1978 1990 2002
Personality
Cheerful, quick-witted and popular. With a happy outlook, independent, subjective and self-centered. She is also good at handling wealth.
A person born in this year is said to be cheerful, popular and quick- witted. He has raw sex appeal rather than straight good looks. Earthy and warmly appealing, he is very perceptive and talkative. His changeable nature may lead him to be hot-tempered, rash and headstrong at times. The unpredictable- able horse will fall in love easily and fall out of love just as easily. In most cases the Horse will leave home early. If not, his independent spirit will goad him to start working or to take up some career at an early age. An adventurer at heart, still he is noted for his keen mind and ability to manage money. Self-reliant, vivacious, energetic, impetuous and even brash, the Horse is a showy dresser, partial to bright colors and striking designs to the point of being gaudy on occasion. The horse loves exercise both physical and mental. You can spot him by his rapid but graceful body movements, his animated reflexes and fast way of speaking. He responds quickly and can make snap decisions. His mind works at remarkable speed and whatever he may lack in stability and perseverance, he will certainly make up for by being open-minded and flexible. Basically, he is a nonconformist.
The Horse likes: Riddles, Eat in Restaurants, Compliments, Conversation, Challenges and Kindness.
The Horse dislikes: Violence, Cold, Cheating, Noise, Bad Food and Lateness.
Compatible Animals: Tiger, Goat, Dog

Your Luck In Year 2009 Overall Forecast
A good star appears. A definitely better year portrayed than the previous one. There are a mix of bad stars in the midst of the good ones. Thus, one should mull over matters thrice before making a move. Proceed gradually and never be hasty and impetuous. Be mindful of your health as well as that of your dearest ones. A year of smooth and bullish career and academic luck. There is improvement in relationship with business clients or colleagues. There is also investment gains and property luck. Cut down on smoking and alcohol. Immoral lust can lead you to your doom. Take heed.

Career
Even though lucky stars gather together, evil stars are lurking about too. Thus, there are impediments and vile persons causing troubles now and then. When undertaking projects, proceed with adequate planning and good pace. Fortunately, eminent aid is present in business deals and career paths. A good year of academic performance for students too. Never be haughty. Always be modest and humble. Fulfill your duty at work diligently.

Love
A very colourful year of romance. Many sparks occur during social networking sessions. However, attached couples have to caution against intrusion of third parties. Control your lust and treat all affection with a sense of morality and sensibility.

Wealth
There is improvement in wealth luck. You will not have any financial crisis if you can manage your finances prudently. Caution against loss of wealth due to sexual traps. Do not delegate finance matters to others. Check your accounts regularly and thoroughly.

Health
Too much focus on business networking session cause a toll on your health. Drink and smoke at lesser quantity. Control your sexual cravings too. Have adequate rest amid the busy schedule. Treat minor illness at the early stages. Have prevention against the common cold.

羊Goat Born in: 1931 1943 1955 1967 1979 1991 2003
Personality
Intelligent with a mind for business. She has artistic inclination who tend to be pessimistic. Good natured and generous but can be undisciplined and irresponsible. May have somewhat antisocial tendencies. The Sheep is also indecisive and too passive. Yet she has fantastic luck in her life.
This is the most feminine sign of the zodiac. A person of the Goat year is called the Good Samaritan of the cycle. He is righteous, sincere and easily taken in by sob stories. He is likely to be mild-mannered, even shy. At his best, he is artistic, fashionable and a creative worker. At his worst, he tends to be easily overcome by his emotions, pessimistic and withdrawn. The Goat is known for his gentle and compassionate ways. He can forgive easily and be understanding about others faults. He dislikes strict schedules and cannot take too much discipline or criticism. Fond of children and animals, he is close to nature and a general homebody. The Goat is apt to mother or even smother the objects of his affections. He is possessed by varying moods and finds it impossible to work under pressure. He also finds it difficult to be objective.

The Goat likes: Pleasure, Culture, Harmony, Space, Literature, Quiet, Freedom and Wit
The Goat dislikes: Noise, War, Paperwork, Beggar, Politics, Bills and Inelegance.
Compatible Animals: Rabbit, Horse, Pig

Your Luck In Year 2009 Overall Forecast
A year where the Goat zodiac clashes with Tai Sui. A not so favorable luck for the year. Evil stars also appear to add pressure. A resolving star that is present is not a match for all these evil stars. You have to be on constant alert, and mull over issues thrice before coming to a decision. And caution against vile person plots and gossips. Take good care of your health and well being. DO not take loans or be guarantors for others. You have to be prepared for any sudden events this year. Handle all caution against accidents. Show care and concern to your lover.

Career
Every undertaking is against your wishes. A time to be on the defensive position. Make prudent decisions when on business or investment grounds. You are advised to treat your colleague, staff and clients with friendliness and kindness to go through this tough period. Never attempt any speculative and quick buck schemes this year. It is also not a good time to partner with others for business opportunities. Scrutinize your contracts well before signing. Handle documents with care.

Love
Love luck is full of untamed waves of fluctuations. Mood swings and emotional changes are too great. Coupled with vile persons causing sabotage, conflicts with your love ones are bound to occur. But you can resolve it by being more tolerant. Show respect and more affection to your dearest.

Wealth
Your wealth luck hits the pit this year. Be prudent with regard to managing your wealth. You cannot afford to be negligent with clients. You may face possible loss of wealth to save your day or in the extreme case, gain extremely large amount of wealth. But you have to curb your gambling activities and do not act as guarantors for others.

Health
Because of the immense level of stress hovering over your shoulder, it is taking a toll on your health. Be cautions against cuts and injuries. Seek treatment immediately if ill. Have preventive measure with regards to your flu, eye or mind health. Avoid water activities when outdoors.

猴Monkey Born in: 1932 1944 1956 1968 1980 1992 2004
Personality
Lively, witty, inventive and intelligent, a fast learner with good memory. Good at problem solving but can be too clever and become lazy, opportunistic and manipulative. They also know social skills well but can be selfish and egoistic. Also unbeatable in terms of talent and wealth.
Of all the animals in the lunar cycle, the Monkey bears the closest resemblance to the Naked Ape himself, Man. It is therefore no wonder that it should be he who will inherit most of man's intelligence as well as his capacity for deceit. The Monkey is the sign of the inventor, the improvisor, and the motivator in the Chinese zodiac; a charlatan capable of drawing everyone to him with his intimate guile and charm. Being the quick-witted genius of the cycle, he is clever, flexible and innovative. The monkey can solve intricate problems with ease and will be a very fast learner. He can master anything under the sign and usually has the aptitude for being a good linguist. A person born in this year will be successful at whatever he chooses to do. No challenge will be too great for him.

The Monkey likes: Risks, Cooking, Travel, Jokes, Intrigue, Flamboyance and Sunshine.
The Monkey dislikes: Organisating, Illness, Convention, quietness, Responsibility and Failure. Compatible Animals: Snake, Rat, Dragon

Your Luck In Year 2009 Overall Forecast
Lucky stars gather and shine collectively to lit the sky brightly. Be mindful that you face impediment amid the good days, so be careful and never negligent in any aspects. There is hope for fruitful results in your endeavours. Working persons will enjoy good news at the second half of the year. Students are able to perform well academically. There are offspring luck this year. Good wealth luck brings in extra money. A year to aggressively charge and push forward. Do more good deeds and improve personal relations, which will be of great aid to your career and business. Take adequate rest and caution against minor illnesses.

Career
A fresh new start with lucky stars shinning as bright as the morning sun. A sad note is that danger stars lurk in the dark. Think thrice before acting. Do not act smart; do not be too trusty. Always be cautious against business traps and avoid being blinded by greed. Shun speculative activities. Make prayers and do more good deeds and accumulate more merits. And then all should be well.

Love
You feel exhilarated because of the many joyous news. Because most things are proceeding as planned, you feel happy and so romance luck flows smoothly as well. A good time to discuss marriage or start a blossoming romance. Couples are blissful and affectionate.

Wealth
Wealth star shines high. Proper income and windfall lucks flow in from good sources. There is investment and property gains too. Vile persons are lurking by. Have a discerning eye when interacting with others. Handle deceitful words with discretion. All finance matters should be managed personally. Reap lottery winnings early rather than greeding for more.

Health
There is a lot of minor illness sprouting out here and then. Have a proper diet and take preventive measures against intestinal, digestive and head related problems. The young and the elderly are susceptible to flu and falls respectively. Avoid attending wakes.

雞Rooster Born in: 1933 1945 1957 1969 1981 1993 2005
Personality
Dramatic but a reputable person who works systematically Hardworking, resourceful, talented and confident. Vivacious and popular socially, but may have a tendency to brag insensitively. Outspoken and loves to attract attention. Always take good care of their family and can handle money well. The Rooster, or Chicken as he is called, is the Don Quixote of the Chinese cycle. The dauntless hero who must look to the earth to survive, he is the most misunderstood and eccentric of all the signs. outwardly, he is the epitome of self-assurance and aggression, but at heart he could be conservative and old-fashioned. The Rooster-born, especially the men, will be attractive, even dashingly handsome. The princely fowl is radiant and proud of his fine feathers and has an impressive carriage. You don't find any roosters slouching; they strut about with dignity. Even the shyest member of the Rooster family will cut a neat, trim figure and maintain a special bearing wherever he goes. There are two distinct type of Roosters. The rapid-firing, extremely talkative ones and the deadly solemn observer types with the X-ray vision. both are equally hard to deal with. The Rooster has many outstanding qualities to crow about. He is sharp, neat, precise, organized, decisive, upright, alert, and most direct. He can also be critical to the point of brutality. Don't ever ask him his frank, candid opinion--you may never recover from his comments. He loves to argue and debate, showing how knowledgeable and smart he is, some- times with little regard of the feelings of others. But when his feathers are ruffled in return, he is insufferable. He isn't cut out to be a diplomat. Situations regarding tact, delicacy and discretion will cramp his style. His way is to go about trying to convert everyone to his way of thinking with a missionary zeal. He shines when he is the center of attraction. Tremendously imposing as a personality, he could well pursue any career that exposes him to the public eye.

The Rooster likes: Hard works, Fresh Air, Neat but Casual, Challenges, Nature and Control.
The Rooster dislikes: Laziness, Weakness, Technology, Illness, Practical Jokes and politics. Compatible Animals: Dragon, Snake, Ox

Your Luck In Year 2009 Overall Forecast
Wealth vault opens widely, which provides you with great wealth luck. Nonetheless, be wary of potential lawsuits and conflicts. You feel energetic and ready to seize opportunities to strike hard. Perform to your best so that you can gain your superior’s good evaluation and trust. Those doing business can hope for predictable results and can push forward for expansions. Students with diligence can also excel among others. Take note of home safety. Do not speed. Purchase properties if possible.

Career
An auspicious situation coupled with streaks of danger. Have caution amid the good fortune. There is ideal progress for your career and work luck. Business deals and relation with others are sweet; a good harvest of reputation and money. Working persons enjoy abundant flow of productive creative juices, leading to great performance and promotion chances or overseas assignments. Female born in 1945 should not miss the boat.

Love
Roosters are very faithful when it comes to romance. But there is no breakthrough in romance luck this year because of severe mood and emotional disturbance. Thus, be more tolerant and affectionate to your companion. Pave a path of common goal and future. Married couples could go for a rejuvenating vacation.

Wealth
A terrific wealth and colourful year. But it is accompanied by streaks of danger too. Thus, it is clear that ill-gotten wealth has to be avoided. Caution against deceit by vile persons as well as any causes of potential lawsuits. Guard your great flow of regular income and windfall luck from thieves and robbers. Invest wisely.

Health
Rooster has always been very mindful of their health concerns. But do not be complacent when it comes to home safety. Even when the body is strong and energetic, it can succumb to fatigue from overdrive. So take adequate rest and exercise.

狗Dog Born in: 1922 1934 1946 1958 1970 1982 1994 2006
Personality
Honest , faithful and possessing deep loyalty and responsibility. Can be magnanimous and prosperous, yet also guarded and defensive, never really relaxed despite outer calm. She has a glib tongue, practical and realistic. The Dog is also trustworthy and generous to people and has a deep sense of justice. This maybe the most likable sign of all in the Chinese cycle. A person born in the year of the Dog is honest, intelligent and straightforward. He has a deep sense of loyalty and a passion for justice and fair play. A dog native is usually animated and attractive and will exude sex appeal. Generally amiable and unpretentious, he will know how to get along with others as he is not too demanding. The egalitarian dog likes to meet others halfway, is always willing to listen to reason and can be counted on to do his share. For a friend, you must know that whenever you are in trouble, all you have to do is dial D-O-G. For no matter how much he or she complains, scolds, feign indifference, the Dog person cannot ignore a real call for help. At times, the dog protects the interests of others more avidly than his own. The Dog often sticks to his object of affection no matter how unworthy the person is. You don't find a dog leaving home just because he discovers that his master has the proverbial feet of clay. He makes allowances for such frailties and will probably stick it out thick or thin.

The Dog likes: Routine, Challenges, Friends, Presents, Travel, Food, Play and Nature
The Dog dislikes: Mistreatment, Fakes, Discomfort, Rudeness, Dishonesty, Hunger and Anger Compatible Animals: Tiger, Rabbit, Horse

Your Luck In Year 2009 Overall Forecast
Many lucky stars favour you this year. Nonetheless there also appear dark forces at work to undermine your successes. Thus, walk your path with caution, mindfulness and wisdom. Keep to your business and avoid all sorts of gossiping. Never dabble with extra-marital affairs. Be on constant preparation for the uncertain,as it will be a tremendous challenge for you. Face it with a positive mindset. A favourable year to acquire properties or to move house. Tame internal conflicts in anticipation of challenges due to clinching of business deals. Improve your relations with others. Beware of sexual and business plots against you.

Career A very smooth and favourable year for career and work progress. Increase in business volume, coupled with your creativity and ingenuity, results in speedy advancement in career. Be mindful of your words and where teasing should be done with awareness of how the others will feel. Else you will be ostracized. Maintain a good relation with your superior.

Love
A very favourable affinity with the opposite gender can sparks romance. Singles should get to know each other better once they found a target. Couples blissfully enjoy each other’s company yet there are vile persons interfering. Avoid one night stand, as they will cause you much sorrow and trouble.

Wealth
Wealth star shines high and the vault opens with welcoming hand. There is investment gains and good wealth inflow. Grab the chance to purchase properties or to start a business. Be vigilant with regard to your finances and do not be greedy with gambling luck. Caution against robbers and thieves by keeping valuables out of sight. Secure your home well.

Health
Reduce intake of alcohol. A neutral health constitution requires adequate exercise. Caution against danger cause by lust; exercise your discretion. Take note of blood pressure and rheumatism problems. Keep yourself warm and do not climb high.

豬Pig born in: 1923 1935 1947 1959 1971 1983 1995 2007
Personality
A pig is not as smart as a dog in understanding human thought. It likes sleeping and eating and becomes fat. Thus it usually features laziness and clumsiness. On the positive side, it behaves itself, has no calculation to harm others, and can bring affluence to people. Consequently, pigs were once regarded as wealth. People born in the Year of the Pig are honest and frank. They have a calm appearance and strong heart, but they lack patience and independence. As they do not like to talk in a roundabout way, they are thought to be unsociable. Luckily, they are tolerant and optimistic, so not until they become your friends can their virtue, advantages and fidelity to friendship be found.

The Pigs likes: Praise, Health, Diets, Teams, Bath, Comfort, Home, Children and Pets.
The Pigs Dislikes: Tiredness, Arguments, Paying Bills, Work, Hunger, Excess, Crime and Concrete.
Compatible Animals: Tiger, Goat, Rabbit Your Luck

In Year 2009 Overall Forecast Even with the many evil stars present, there still lies rays of luck visible. Lucky stars able to lend you a hand. Thus, pig is advised to make good relations with others. Students have good academic performance. Career adults face impediments at work. Thorough and comprehensive plans should be prepared in anticipation for this challenging Ox year. Do not invest too much this year. Never make any hasty moves or decisions. You are burdened by the hectic work schedules, so take adequate rest. Spend wisely and have tolerance with your spouse. Chronic ailments may sprout again, take heed. Avoid attending wakes.

Career
Career and work luck is considered alright aside from frequent obstacles in the path. Just stride with pace and avoid attempts of huge investments. Be more conservative in your expenses and plans for this year. Keep to the side of the law; do not do anything unlawful. This is also not a good year to change jobs.

Love
You felt exhausted and down, especially with regards to your relationship with your love ones and family members. There are constant conflicts and frustrations. Do your best to untie the knot of worries and problems. Being more tolerant, forgiving and understanding will be helpful. Then you will all be blissful.

Wealth
Wealth star is dim, so there may be serious loss of wealth. Watch closely on your expenses. Save early for the raining days to come. You are not to place any high hopes for any form of gambling this year, and keep to the side of the law. Speculative investments are not worst. Regular income luck is still stable.

Health
Mindless chores burden you, coupled with increase workload, you are almost burnout. Take more time off and open up to others. Take note of personal safety when outdoor. Drive with care and focus. Take note of rheumatoid, digestive system problem and that of the common cold. Exercise more to prevent getting ill.

wat happened?

2009-01-19T06:29:00.001-08:00

Recently feel that i had abit been outcasted by my peers. Do not know is it i am too sensitive or is it m six sense is telling me something abt them is nt right???The feeling that they give me is juz not right.Anyway i dun bother much as frenz is part and parcel of life. It comes and goes at different stage.How i wish i can join in their topic but i know that we are no longer able to communicate like the past.Something here and there is missing. What had happened to me?or what had happened to them???Hope that after the Batam trip everything will change to better.Do not know why i had a urge for not joining them bec i am really afraid it will turn to be a unhappy trip juz bec of me.Sianz...What should i do???

Going oversea soon!!!

2009-01-17T23:03:00.001-08:00

lol...cuming sat & fri (24/1 & 25/1) i am going to batam with my colleagues.Looking forward to go oversea with them will be back on the day of reunion dinner think will be very rush.**Pray hard there will be no trafic jam, peacefully & sound to be back home. anyway New yr is cuming soon nt yet buy BA GUA for my family anyone got gd recommendation for that?nt sure which brand is gd?STQT test is cuming soon & wose seminar cuming soon too.BUSY preparing the script, slide and studying for my exam..SUPER BUSY.....!!!!hope that everything wil be over soon. After all this wil be my OJT(On Job Training) another busy start..HAIZ ..I NEED A BREAK ...BREAK ....BREAK!!!!

《给我一首歌的时间》周杰伦

2009-01-16T09:32:00.000-08:00

This song is my favourite...I seriously only need the time of one song to express my feeling for someone.Despite he is nt around and i dun think i get the chance to see him at least for 1/2 yr or perhaps he wouldn't want to see me at all but i juz need the time of one song to express how much i miss him and tell him how much i regretted for not treasure him. How i wish he has only a day of memory so that he can forget about me and continue on with his life. Seriously, i wish everything can turn back to the past but i know it can only be done in my DREAM...

《给我一首歌的时间》
歌手：周杰伦专辑：魔杰座

雨淋湿了天空毁得很讲究
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默悔得很冲动
就算这是做错也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦分开了叫痛
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果我能承受
这最后的出口在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆

**能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
雨淋湿了天空毁得很讲究
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默悔得很冲动
就算这是做错也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦分开了叫痛
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果我能承受
这最后的出口在爱过了才有

**能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
你说我不该不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我只有一天的回忆

**能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点